Jet lag sucks. If I had been able to or really wanted to keep busy enough, I really wouldn’t have noticed much. But, I’ve had a nice relaxing weekend filled mostly with sleep. It’s weird because I slept for 12 hours two nights in a row… well not 12 straight hours but 12 off and on. As refreshing as it was to sleep so much, it also was annoying because I didn’t get done as much as I could have. It’s not like I have a huge agenda on my plate right now but this week must be made to find more job opportunities.

I’m still sorta beaming over the Germany trip! It’s just amazing to think that another world exists outside this room. And there are so many things I wish I had the money and time to do now. I hope I can figure out how to make my life more enriching personally and outwardly. I know how important it is to keep charitable causes in my life so that I’m not completely selfish, but I also have so much curiosity about everything and wish I could find a happy medium.

Maybe someday soon, when my life reaches another stage, I’ll be able to figure out how to maintain this time and also be able to earn my living. It’s such a difficult balance for most people but I know how important it is and has become for me. I realize how fortunate I am with many aspects of my life, seeing and talking to other people about what they want and their abilities to make those things happen.