on the brighter side
I am writing this early because the last post that I made doesn’t deserve to keep the spotlight anymore. I have a problem that I have to deal with and I’m ready to look forward and put that behind me. I will work on changing myself for the better because I deserve to be a better person.
This afternoon, at around 12:30pm, I increasingly grew restless. I woke up pretty early this morning and for one reason or another, I could not make myself go back to sleep. I knew that because I woke myself up, I wasn’t going anywhere today. So after a few hours of chatting with a million people off and on all morning, the afternoon came and I was getting hungry. I was fidgiting a lot up until that point and I knew something had to give. During the process of warming up some delicious chicken noodle soup, I stopped the microwave. I thought, ya know, I’m way too restless to sit down and eat lunch right now. So I shut down my conversations and left the house. I ran for a total of 30-35 minutes, went up and down both hills that surround this neighborhood, and finally made it back to the house. That run almost did me in, but I know it was good for me. I couldn’t eat properly for the next hour or so as I was slowly trying to regain my composure and being, but it took longer than I would have thought. It was nice to change things up, not he normal, same thing that I do. As much as routine can benefit you in some ways, change is welcome with open arms here!
I believe the more grand news to report is that I have finally found another job! It’s part time, I’m not sure that I’ll get more than a few hours a week, but it’s sorely needed as I continue to develop and design with my websites. I am so relieved to find this news out because I’ve been losing too much money trying to study and learn more about web design and not getting any income for it. It’s like being in school except I’m not!
And hopefully at some point next week I’m going to look into another part time job that I will enjoy. Once that happens, I’ll let you know if it works out or not.
I have one more agenda for the day, hopefully accomplishing one more thing, but if that doesn’t happen I still won’t feel like today was a total bust. This morning definitely a downer but it’s been all up since then. Let’s hope that this weekend storm doesn’t negatively affect anymore of my weekend. I want to enjoy every moment I’ve been given as best as I can!
BTW, to those who have talked to me today, thank you for your thoughts. I appreciate hearing from each of you and hope to hear from more of you soon.